Got in for volleyball. Was rather surprise since they said they are only recruiting one/two people. First training today, kena whack like crazy. Bruises on my arms. Abrasion on my knee. Cramps killing me at the same time. And I survived.

Now, touch rugby or volleyball?
Assignments rolling in. 40 newspaper articles, now who has unwanted newspapers! I need them!
I can actually feel the stress already. Only two weeks down. I need more time, for rest, play and everything!

Touch rugby is fun! Training every tue and thurs.
Went for volleyball trials today, i geh kiang never bring knee pad. Slide on the floor now my knee hurts and has a red patch there. Non experience players dont even have a shot in it. Even for me, what are the chances of getting in. One/two players will get chosen. Slide for nothing.

Tmr is going to be a long day. School till 5 then work.

I still haven get my proper break. This is tiring too.

The thing is, we have NOTHING. Or rather, i am nothing. A letdown.

Sometimes you have to be strong for yourself. You have to know that you’re a good person and a good friend. What’s meant to be will end up good and what’s not, won’t. Love is worth fighting for, but sometimes you can’t be the only one fighting. At times, people need to fight for you. If they don’t, you just have to move on and realize what you gave them was more than they were willing to give you.


I am dead tired. Having less then 6 hours of sleep then school not a way to start school. Working is indeed exhausting. Voucher finally came yesterday, but damn with the all stupid criteria. We couldnt even spend on it on the clothes we want. Had to buy this obiang dress, pretty much looked like a apron. 100bucks only. Plus we can only buy one of each item. Is really damn stupid. Meeting 8 in the morning only for an hour. Spend another two hours at novena clarifying over the damn voucher. I swear cotton on has the weirdest regulations. Change shifts 3 times warning letter. This pretty much sucked.

Missing 4 buses, cabbed down to school again, this time with another two new cab friends. I need to take the other bus to school now. Too many student going to school at 9 on a monday morning.

I try to love life, and people always leave. I once was convinced that someday they might come back, but now I realize that they won’t. At least not all the way back. Not without changing.
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First week of school done. Completed my first assignment in school with zw. Wanted to watch a movie but there was is fire drill and had to get out of the library. And by the time we get back, i need to go off for my brother's pop. & the worst scenario happen. Raining heavily, floods, trees being strucked down, with cause a massive jam. Which we were stuck in the car for one whole solid hour! By the time we got to the camp, the parade was over! At least manage to take a couple of photos.

I am so tired, i probably should crash now. Goodnight.

After donkey week, finally met up with my sexy. Thank goodness she made it to tp and not get lost. (: Another day spent at starbucks chilling out. We should meet more ofter my dear. When the going get tough, the tough gets going eh sexy. Hang in there, love you.

Cause I am barely breathing
And I can't find the air
I don't know who I'm kidding
Imagining you care

Headed to 313 with Xuan and Keith after school, those two ass end school like at 11. Update about each other's life in poly. Xuan got a male ang moh for her lecture! Another round of retail therapy today! Trying to make Xuan more feminine, mission number one.

Today was awesome.
1. Applied for scholoarship.
2. Someone praise me today.
3. Happy with the things i bought.
4. Caught up with Xuan and Keith.

Chilling at starbucks with free coffee from Keith, talking to Xuan how much she wanted to appeal to tp. If only she and sharon was in tp, things could have been so different. And after today's meeting, i do realize that i do miss 4G a lot.

Sexy coming down tmr to tp for me! (:

I FORGOT TO SAY SOMETHING, AFTER A DECADE, YES 10 FREAKING YEARS OF BEING REGISTER NUMBER ONE, I AM FINALLY REGISTER NUMBER TWO.

Actually not really big news but still...


Rubi shoes is now officially club rubi according to Joseph Mike Brandon.

Meeting my sexy this thurs. Cant wait. (:

I am not the happiest person. In fact, in the battle between joy and misery, I’d say that the latter often seems to prevail. I don’t like this, and every day I refuse, for the eighty millionth time, to put up with another minute of it. But the world does what it does, and I often find it disagreeable. After all these years, I’m kind of resigned to that. But I do have one thing on my side: I have enormous faith. And hope. I am not speaking of the kind you find in church or in the afterlife or in heaven or in the Saint James Bible or in the Hare Krishna’s that we all encounter changing flights in the airports of the world. I am speaking of a simple faith that says that one way or another, no matter how many times I stumble and stub my big toe, somehow life is going to work itself out.

-The Bitch Rules by Elizabeth Wurtze


Still in the mist of getting used to poly life and everything. But so far everything seems pretty alright. Well, except for CADS lesson. Squeezing in the bus and missing 2/3 buses not a very nice way to start the morning. I had to result to cabbing down to tp even tho i live so near. Morning crowd is sucks.

First day of school, we learnt how to draw circle! Manz, there will be sketching of diagrams. My art fail how to draw. Back to doing amaths all over again. Town with zw after school. Did a little shopping. Caught date night, wanted to watch when in rome tho. But the show was hilarious! Tina Fey awesome! Chill out at burger king for dinner and telling horror stories that his uncle faced! Laughed hard at his reaction when he ate the spicy burger. Klassic.
Two days of school only but i already find it draining. The weather just made me moody.

Day one of orientation was weird cause we hardly knew each other. People came from diff places and all. But my mentors really did a great job in bonding us all. Laughing at the stupidest thing. Esp, the 191cm Ming xiong, the 24year old uncle. Ice breaking games, like honey can you smile for me, who stole the cookie from the cookie jar. Man, i hate the honey game! Cause no one was willing to smile for me. Engine cheers was prettayeee cool but the engine dance was tough. &I miss out on the mass dance cause i joined the omplaid(sp?) games. In the end my group didnt even get in. But well, i didt have tons of fun. Day two and three was plain fun.
Tp orientation rocks. Sorry sharon, keith i just had to rub it in. I like my timetable too.

Playing caption's ball under the hot sun, is no wonder that i got burn on the first day. But i was the only one who got burn. Squeezing 1400 people in the sports gallery not a good idea. Weather was insanely hot.

Engine school FTW.

W1002

Cause i have the awesome classmates, even tho there is no one from shs. Bond together really well. Laugh at almost anything and everything. Orientation was pretty good. Shall blog about it another day. 3days straight orientation, working one whole day tmr. I need a break before lesson officially starts on monday.

I dont take credit for these.

Vanessa Han Jia Ying!
Indeed, 10years.

Time: 1.10AM.
Orientation in 8 hours. Please let someone there be like Sharon, cranky random and friendly.


Watching destroyed in seconds and seeing those landslides and how the geologist work inspire me, somehow. I like geography.

I am bitter like that.

I’m taking my time. I’m trying to leave the memories of you behind. I’m gonna be fine.

Lunch with Wong sir and Xuan before heading to school for the volleyball finals yo! Step into the school first person i saw was Lim Chin Huat! Boy, i miss his way of teaching, singing songs to him without fail! Collected my cert and i got extra cash!
Pay's here too, plus extra bucks, time for shopping and go on a food hunt.
Woodlands sports hall is like a suana, literally. No ventilation at all, no fan or air con. Everybody was sweating like pigs. Boys won 3-1. Nationals champs again! The girls was fourth! Sweet victory.





Then, off to causeway point, for a movie with Xuan! Clash of the titans 3D. For those who are planning to watch it in 3D, dont. The only 3D parts is indeed only the subs. Wasted money on it! And i still prefer Percy Jackson more!

And then,

Surprised Estee over at rubi. Pretty successful expect i blurted out the others was coming. Didnt meant to okay! Met dangerboy with his little brother, mz, juan and xy to get the cake and the awesome huge card. Mz get to ask a cutie boy for a lighter which we hold on for too long and he walked away without realizing his lighter was still with us. Kinda disappointing that not everyone could make it but at least there was about 10! Estee first reaction- Cry. Bittersweet. She's leaving, transferring to Parkway. Oh, guess who is back at Rubi?

Estee, really the best store manager. Always looking out for us, teaching us. One less person to tell my jokes to. Definitively, we will miss you.



I kinda like this crazy girl above. All the stupid stuff we done and the constant suanning each other. Oh yes, this crazy girl went swimming/suntanning at 12noon without sunblock, thus the redness.


Boy danger!


MZ!

Everything leaves a mark, but i am so much stronger then before.

I tried my hardest. I gave it my all. If you don’t want it, just say so. Since you don’t appreciate my thoughts or me caring, I’m going to stop. I’ve done everything I could do in my power. The only thing left for me to do is stop.

-saythatsomething:

Trouble is i can’t get him out of my mind when i close my eyes at night.
Trouble is there’s a part of me that still can’t let go of his memory.

Thanks, for checking up on me sexy. Love you!



This is for my emo nemo chinchilla,pepper. Who been acting all weird today and making noises. So i decided to cuddle it while on comp! And he stayed on my lap, not moving at all.

You got my number, so why wont you call?

Nothing beats staying home, with hot milo with donuts going with awesome movies.

I'm scared to move on because I’m worried that the second I’m happy with someone else, you’ll pop up and ruin it. Ruin it by telling me that you want me, and that you’re sorry, and that you like me “kinda a lot,” and that you miss me “kinda a lot.” I’m worried that I’ll get so confused because I’ll be so happy with him, but of course I’ll still want you, and that will make me start crying all the time, end up losing the best relationship I ever had, just to have you get bored again and move onto some trashy girl. The worst part about all of this? I can see you doing it, because you want me hooked, you want me as an option, even if it is an option you’ll never take.

—	(via eletheowl)

I think food make me happy.