Sorry for the shit I put you through. And you are still here, with me. Still assuring that you love me. & that's more than enough for me. 

I AM GOING TO GRADUATE FROM TEMASEK POLY. FINALLY. 

BITTERSWEET

But I believe in true love, you know? I don’t believe that everybody gets to keep their eyes or not get sick or whatever, but everybody should have true love, and it should last at least as long as your life does.

I don't know if you know how grateful I am to you. Is like you are willing to do anything for me. I want the moon, you would get it for me too. I want this, you never get that for me. You have a big heart, my dear. A real big one. Not just for me. But for your friends too. You're patient with me. Like super. You hate waiting for people or just simply waiting. But you would wait for me to end work, school in the past and wait for me to get ready. You put me first in anything. Guys these days don't do that very often. You always ask me out and I really like the initiative. All I want to say is that simple things in life is good enough for me. Baby, you are more than good enough for me. We make plans for the future, which I am very excited. Even with our failed diet plan. Make some save money plans and I actually think it might work! You love me, as a whole, with my fatness, silliness, stubbornness, whining bitch that I am. You love my flaws even more than my positive sides. Where do I find someone else who could love me and my flaws all together? Baby, thanks for not giving up on me. 

I love you. 

You don’t have to let go of anything. You have to realize that everything has let go of you. You are not attached to anything in reality. Everything will die and change regardless of your love and attachment. 

“Some days, it’s not about passion and courage. It’s not about heroism and drama. It’s not about slaying dragons or conjuring exotic visions… Some days, it’s simply about the delicious act of doing simple things, simply.”

You know your period is coming when you keep lao sai-ing, backaches and feeling all grumpy for no reason.

Sorry baby, for always have to listen to my grumpiness every month.

A friend once told me " God shouldn't punish you for not have sex and pregnant"

May this month cramps be a bearable one.

"Loving me will not be easy. 

Some days I will be a stuttering apology 

and you won’t know how to handle all the things I’ve done wrong."

Happy April

Julia's 21st

Weisia's 20th

My  babyboy's 19th

Lastly, Wong Kia Yuan's (super belated) surprise

April was filled with happy things

Birthdays

Surprises

Trip to Japan

Shopping

Non stop eating

Friends

Let May be a better month than April

I love you means that I accept you for the person that you are, and that I do not wish to change you into someone else. It means that I will love you and stand by you even through the worst of times. It means loving you even when you’re in a bad mood, or too tired to do the things I want to do. It means loving you when you’re down, not just when you’re fun to be with. ‘I love you’ means that I know your deepest secrets and do not judge you for them, asking in return that you do not judge me for mine. It means that I care enough to fight for what we have and that I love you enough not to let go. It means thinking of you, dreaming of you, wanting and needing you constantly, and hoping you feel the same about me.

Happy May Day.