Drop in the ocean

I don't wanna waste the weekend,
If you don't love me, pretend
A few more hours, then it's time to go.
And as my train rolls down the East coast,

I wonder how you keep warm.
It's too late to cry, too broken to move on.


Still I can't let you be,
Most nights I hardly sleep.
Don't see what you don't need, from me.

Hate & Love

You say that we're different
I feel the same
You tell me you're leaving
I'm here to stay

Sunshine and rain
Make a beautiful thing

My strenght is your weakness
My heart is own
Your voice sprays my silence
Then we're alone

Post the Love

They really do grow up fast.

Lyrics quote from Keith

I know I'm far from perfect. Nothing like your entourage. I can't grant you any wishes, I won't promise you the stars. But don't ever question that my heart beats only for you. It beats only for you. Cause when you've given up. When no matter what you do it's never good enough. When you never thought that it could ever get this tough. That's when you feel my kind of love.

If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back..

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to love, to be with me?

Paint me flowers, they don't die.

Promises.

To have someone to give you his word but not being able to keep his word at the end of the day.

Or.

To not have any expectations and promises at all from the start?

Tell me which has more security to you? Cause I am so afraid of you leaving me. This thought just hit me suddenly.

Kiss me hard before you go
Summertime sadness
I just wanted you to know
That baby, you're the best

Word

If there ever is anything that we should expect less, it should be the expectation of disappointment.

In my veins

Nothing goes as planned
Everything will break
People say goodbye
In their own special way
All that you rely on
And all that you could fake
Will leave you in the morning
Come find you in the day
Oh, you’re in my veins, and I cannot get you out
Oh, you’re all I taste, at night inside of my mouth
Oh, you run away, cause I am not what you found
Oh, you’re in my veins, and I cannot get you out
Everything will change
Nothing stays the same
Nobody is perfect
Oh, but everyone is to blame
All that you rely on
And all that you can save
Will leave you in the morning
Will find you in the day
Oh, you’re in my veins, and I cannot get you out
Oh, you’re all I taste, at night inside of my mouth
Oh, you run away, cause I am not what you found
Oh, you’re in my veins, and I cannot get you out

Routine

Cause baby, you dont know how your mood can totally affect me.

Tried GC Milk Melon Tea at the airport! And the best thing is that there is staff discount and 24H! Early morning gc sounds good with mac breakfast or egg tarts! 

If this carries on, I prolly will be growing sideways.

Yes, I am still alive and surviving.

Came home after work to find my sexy chinchilla posing for me.

Like boss sitting on the massage chair and didnt offer to help me change my bedsheets!

Strictly Pancakes on Friday! Plan was to surprise Ivy but failed terribly. Exposed much.

Benedict the theif! 

Pancakes was not too bad but the service/staff there is totally horrible. Not worth heading there again, rather have my macs deluxe breakfast.

Today's happy food! Tried sea salt caramel for the first time and ICC beats udders/CSC hands down.

Fate, Destiny

Let fate decide for whatever that comes my way. Is time to let you go a little. Never hold on to a rubber band  to tightly right?

Tioman

Took a short trip to Tioman which we planned to at least touch the sea water. Who knew, we spent the entire time sleeping, eating, shitting and drinking for the two days there!

But I guess it was a mini getaway from singapore for a while.

Childish

I have the rights to be childish. What do you expect from a typical 19 year old Singaporean. Doesn't mean you are much older means that you are mature. You don't get to judge me. We all act differently and bravely differently infront of different people.

Even if I am childish, so be it. I am still young.

Random facts about me

I don't like to eat seafood besides a small handful of them like cod fish, salmon and stingray.

I have hidden double eyelids

I am very bad in spelling.

I want to do a tattoo - Love without limits. Love is love when you are willing and giving all your love without any limits to it.

You make me happy.

Byebye - MC

Miss you but not to cry. Will get use to it.

I wish we could spent the holidays together.

I thought we were strong to last together.

Say byebye.

Image

What you see sometimes is just a smoke screen, a better word? Screensaver.

You never know what is happening in the background till you see it with your own eyes. People working in the backstage is important. Experience is important.

If happy ever after did exist,

Freedom is important in relationship. So is trust. When is time to let go, don't pull it too tight. Able to give each other space, is a lot to learn.

You are always able to give me advise for my problems but it bumps me that I couldn't help you ease your troubles. You can always hear me rant on and on and on about my life and complaints yet never once get all worked up by it.

No words can explain how much I am thankful for you for being by my side.

I love you, Wei Chong.

"And if you let go and see that you're falling. You'll find your way back home. And if you fall down and see that you're bleeding, you'll find your way."

Only Human

Thai Express for dinner @ the airport!

First time trying soft shell crab, only ate the legs! Not a seafood person here.

His fav seafood tom yum with glass noodles!

Snoozing away~

Tried The Hand Burger with mama Just a week ago! Was meh, prefer carl's junior then TBH.

Mama examining her pulled pork burger.

Tmr marks the 7th week of internship. Working life seems different. Everybody is just busy with their own work, partitions to separate everybody. My office is awkwardly quiet throughout the day but luckily, I dont have to stay in the office all the way and get to go around surveying! Same old routine every week. 

I have been busy lately, busy with what I myself dont even know. I just know that I am lack of sleep and need more time in a day. 

Saturday,

• Brought Enen to the water playground at the rooftop at T1, she cant get enough of it even playing for more than an hour. Is amazing how kids can be so fascinated with water and can just play alone. She is really a pretty amazing girl. Just that she is super lazy in walking, doesnt like to walk or sit on the pram. Just liked to be carried. Love the way she calls me "jie jie bao bao", "jie jie carry" Too adorable.

• Caught the movie Dark Shadow, if is wasnt for Johnny Depp I dont think I will watched it too. Story is pretty boring and slow. Those who have yet to catch it, dont bother. Boyfriend was pretty bumped watching the movie. But at least he didnt get all angst. He stayed cause I wanted to watch. 

Sunday,

• Lunch alone at a hawker centre and got my long awaited Hazelnut milk tea
• Coffee selling for 3 hours @ PP
• Boyfriend came down really for a while like 10mins just to find me and left with a goodbye kiss.
• Dinner at Putien with mama
• Currently: finding the thoughts to write for my logbook

What I’m asking for is for you to love me for me, for all of me. The parts of me you like, the parts of me you don’t, the parts of me that cannot be all you hope me to be. That’s all I’m asking for. To give or to take is easier? How much more can you give. I rather be the one taking in the damage than to damage you. To put myself in your shoes. 

Signs that you are lack of sleep

Using toothpaste instead of hand wash to wash your hands.

Crossing a one way street thinking that you can take the opposite bus.

Falling asleep when your supervisor is explaining arcport..

But not today! I finally had my 13hours of rest. I could sleep all day if I can.

7teen

Happy 17th months seow. ❤