I love the way you hold me tight to sleep. Your arms around my waist. Kisses on the lips.

Down 5 weeks of school. Term test in two weeks' time. And I have yet to absorb everything before 6june. Freaking 5 papers this sem again.

Everybody is complaining about project flowing in like free. Seriously, what is with school and fucking project works. Drives people nuts and drive people apart.

Compromising, promises, love is important. We need some more love in this society.

Back to autocad to draw floor layouts. Struggling and too little time. So thankful my boy willing to come down to find me, even if is for a while. I love you, always.

Managed to capture some pictures with my pathetic iphone before my camera died on me. Hard Rock Cafe with the gang and my boy which was supposed to be a surprise. Failed forever, surprises.

Hi my boy, if you get to read this;

I just want to say, you mean a lot to me. You were always there for me, no matter how tired you are, you still rushed down to see me when I said I wanted to see you. Rushed down when I was worried we were going to be late for the movies. Cheered my up when my day is fucked up. Advice me on what to do. You are the one i turn too, all the time. Words cant describe how much I need you, want you. You bear with my nonsense, rubbish, mood swings and my burps. Someone like you can actually love someone like me. Hopefully you love the notebook i made for you and you enjoyed the dinner on friday. I love you.

Fucking hate myself at times. Seriously.

Thanks Nuffnang for giving me a pair of tickets to watch Pirates Of Caribbean! Gonna catch it the my favorite tomorrow at shaw!

“I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you simply, without problems or pride: I love you in this way because I do not know any other way of loving but this, in which there is no I or you, so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand, so intimate that when I fall asleep your eyes close.”

Hello sharon, I guess we all are still in the progress of learning and growing up. Just be happy.

Times where you just want to cuddle or hug someone all day. Or times when you dont even feel like talking at all. Times when you feel bothered by something and not know what it is. Times when you feel sad and fucked up. Times where you feel like giving all up- give up all you cant deal with.

I cant never understand myself, what I want. I feel like I am such a messed up mess. I am all over the place. Time to learn to stand firm and decide what I really want and not fucking to regret anymore. I made too many wrong choices.

Life is really fragile, cherish the ones you love dearly close. Two of my cousins lost a father. He passed away due to cancer. And what I heard from my father, he knew his time was up. Gone so young.

Another week of hell is going to start in about 12hours. Halfway done with my 1000 words report, another half to go.
This whole week is most probably filled with school and work and project. With this heat over here, is not helping anything but making people less patience and more angst. I want this to be over.

Happy mama's day. I love my mama, wouldnt want anyone else. ♥

Dinner with the other family later. Brothers sister pops and the boyfriend. Hopefully we can catch fast and furious 5 later at night! It better be awesome as people said it was cause Thor was just mehhh.

“Life will break you. Nobody can protect you from that, and living alone won’t either, for solitude will also break you with its yearning. You have to love. You have to feel. It is the reason you are here on earth. You are here to risk your heart. You are here to be swallowed up. And when it happens that you are broken, or betrayed, or left, or hurt, or death brushes near, let yourself sit by an apple tree and listen to the apples falling all around you in heaps, wasting their sweetness. Tell yourself you tasted as many as you could.”

Took of Keith's -

" Sharon Ashley Drew: I wish I were with you right now. To say the right words no matter how comforting they are, is not enough if you're living a continent away and the only way for me to say them is through the cold and inferior way which is technology. I need you right now as much as you, me. You're on my mind at least once a day, everyday since you left. Let that fact be worth more than all the words that I can say to you. "

PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN: ON STRANGER TIDES

Johnny Depp is a reason why this show is a must watch. Who can resist him. Of course, another squeal of The Pirates Of the Caribbean! Explosives, fighting and the graphics would make it more thrilling.

I have never try a contest like this, this is my first time trying my luck. And shall bring my favourite boy to watch cause he is been dying to watch this!

Catch Pirates Of the Caribbean: On stranger Tides movie starting from 19th May 2011 and join the official Disney Studios Singapore Facebook & Twitter page!

"I am pleased to inform you that there is an opportunity for you to do overseas internship at Hampden University & Disneyland, USA."


I just got the news today and I need to decide my 6th of may. Over-fucking-seas internship. I dont think I will get the chance again right?

You're always by my side. That's very encouraging.

♥♥♥

The weight of things that remained unspoken, built up so much it crushed us everyday.

First May, marks the 4th month.