More like you and less like me.

To be a better person.

When you can't believe your eyes, you can always trust your heart.

Chao bin seow.

I love you.

Remember that.

Maturity

Something you learn as you grow. Think and think and think and reflect. I guess sometimes I am way too immature for you.

How do someone be mature?

Changes

The efforts you put in this relationship for me and the changes you change for me just to make me happy. I don't want you to change. But this change makes me happy. Makes me feel loved.

Cause my dear, you are capable of love. You know you are.

1 month

VS

GOOBY SMILE This 9gag photo totally made my day. 

Go download this app called Bokehful, it makes pretty hearts and other shapes. You can choose your shade of colour too!

Last day of work for week 14! Casual friday with tribal prints. 

When the boy goes for massage I go for some shopping and stalking of him getting massaged.

Kate Spade bag from mama! Loving it so much. Thank you mama. 

Display of macaroons from bakerzin from T1 Upgrading ceremony in transit. Highlight of the whole ceremony wasnt the guest of honor but the food. There were bread rolls filled with mushroom soup which was yummy.  

Nakhon Kitchen with the boy again on a tuesday. The thai food there is really awesome ballzzz.

$8.80 for this egg roll at Watami. Expensive egg but was good and sweet!

Dinner yesterday and today. Cheesy ball and nuggets!

Got to work this morning and found this on my table. Encouragement card and kinder chocolate from supervisor! Best supervisor of the year. Need to buck up and chiong for the last month of internship and my MP. 

Cramps please be gone by tomorrow morning. 

Weekends update

Weekends was pretty much exciting was packed with plans!
Bitchy Sharon is leaving back to Sydney on wednesday. Friday was prolly the last meal that I had with her before she is heading back! One month just passed again like that. We are all too caught up with our own lives and problems.

To the next time we meet, please give me the polariod photo. TYVM.

Brought happy pill Enen out to swim on a saturday which she has been wanted to for so long! Despite the cold wind she didnt want to leave the pool! She is the reason why I would like to have kids in the future but then again when I see the kids this days is a different story. Family dinner at Kim Gary, family dinner really meant the whole family including both my parents and brothers. Is really been a long time since we sat down together as one for dinner and there wasnt a awkward silence at all. It was really a nice dinner even though it wasnt a fancy restaurant.

Had a full shift on sunday making more than 2000 cups of coffee! Apparently is was at some CATS Scholarship Seminar and Nescafe was the coffee sponsor. Two person making 2000 cups of coffee for the public. Achivement unlock, you can call me coffee master now.

After 7.5 hours of making coffee will definitely leave you smelling like coffee and coffee stains on your shirt. So glad that time zoom by and the boy came to fetch me for buffet at MBS! Feeling very under-dressed (wearing my coffee work shirt and smelling like coffee) when I see the boy dressed in shirt and shoes. But the highlight was just the buffet dinner at Todai International Buffet! The pizza there is really good! The chef been making at least 10 of the pizza constantly! The pizzas cleared way too fast! No photos of the food or the buffet cause I was too busy eating them. Food there was quite okay considering is buffet style! Wouldnt mind eating it again but not anytime soon!

Finally week 14 is here which leaves me another 4 more mondays before the end of internship which also means that we must come up with our MP powerpoint soon. Another news to be happy about is that finally OTH approved something we came up for our MP after 3 meetings! Please let the next few weeks go smoothly.

Advice from a colleague

"Don't need to work hard, just find a rich husband and marry him. So that in the future you won't have to suffer at work by facing bosses and work your ass off. Everyday's trouble is just deciding what to have for high tea. Trust me"

Awesome colleague I have.

He also was the one suggesting to us to take claim our OT hours on 10th aug so that we could have a long weekends ahead.

Such slack lives of an intern.

I just lay in your arms, where everything is safe and secure. Where is filled with love. I miss you, baby.

This week is really drain the fuck out of abrie week. Can barely open my eyes for work and is only half an hour into work. I got another 14hours of more of work to go.

Thankful

Boyfriend snoozing away.

Dont judge my comfy bedsheets.

We all make mistakes, is what we do after the mistakes to make it up that matters and not to make the same mistakes again.

Just really thankful for the boy, my friends and my mama for the past 2 weeks of hell. 

I never really thought of what I really want to do after this whole internship and my poly life. I want to pursue a degree but I dont know what to major in. I guess my plan now is just study and work my ass away. 

Oh yes, got a job offer on being a mystery shopper! Oh yeah oh yeah! Money money come to mama.

My weekends was kinda me staying home and partying with my tissues paper, catching up will all my fav  dramas, playing mj after 3456129365412387 months and spending some quality time with boyfriend.

This is what I call weekends life. But good things come to an end, week 13 would be hell cause I need to OT two days till 11pm which means 14hours in airport. 

Let me survive this week well. X

Enen, little happy pill

" No matter how careful you are, there’s going to be the sense you missed something, the collapsed feeling under your skin that you didn’t experience it all. There’s that fallen heart feeling that you rushed right through the moments where you should’ve been paying attention. Well, get used to that feeling. That’s how your whole life will feel some day.This is all practice. "

Second chance

Let's come back stronger. I still need you, need your assurance, need your love.

Got a clearer picture of us now and a whole new level of understanding.

I love you, my dear Wei Chong.

You

Maybe you don't trust that anybody is going to understand you.

You want to laugh and you want to travel and you want to be surprised and challenged. You want to live an unexpected life.

 “You know, the relationship between men and women is so complicated. Women worship men and call them, ‘Honey’ until they find out they have been lied to, and then they turn into bitter gourds! Men love women so much that they see them as their soul mates until they look at their credit card bills, and then women become devils with tridents!”

Baby please dont go;

To me is worth the risk, worth all the heart aches worth all the tears I have shed for you. I just want you to love as before and say with me.

Sometime you cant just sleep it off. Even you sleep it off one night, you will still wake up the next morning with the same problems. It just wont magically disappear, it just wont solve the problem itself.

Need to save myself from all this heartaches.

face the facts

Met up with this girl after so long cause she is always busy with her S.

Went up to cactus garden with supervisors and yp to take a look! Still prefer the sunflower garden. Changi Airport really puts in the effort to make all these garden for the passengers. Is pretty amazing.

14hours of work on thursday! 

Claypot rice plus ice cream date with the boyfriend just yesterday. 

How can someone like you end up with someone like me. 

Dont drift away, not yet. I still love you.

Went back to shs to whack some balls. Felt good doing some exercise and sweat it out. Took my mind some things for a while. 

BGirls'08

Look how times flies.

"I wished life was easier, just as I roll over to the other side of my bed"

When all is said and done: you can only hope

Bits and pieces of pictures here and there. 

I will be done with week 11 of internship. Not that I am counting down but I am pretty much looking forward to the holidays. 

Rain falls because the clouds can no longer handle it's weight; just like tears fall, because the heart just cannot handle the pain.