So results can totally suck my invisible dick. So much for studying my ass off, so much for studying. So much for nothing. Projects also can go suck dick. Seriously. Fuck all this shit.

On the brighter side, I watch Transformers 3 today and it was fucking the bomb! Two and a half hours totally worth it. The actions was just simply awesome, graphics and Josh Duhamel. Bumble Bee gets more handsome each movie. Is just a pity the Megan Fox is out.

In 16mins time marks the end of June, half a year just went by.

Things that matter right now:

Mama

My boyfriend

Friends

School and projects - Fucking 5 projects on hand, my course is way to awesome!

That is all. I am not going to try and put in effort to go for trainings anymore. Yes, giving it up for the next few weeks. You dont care anyway, really. It does not matter much. I dont make a difference. Till date, yes I still regret quitting Touch. Shall suck it all up, what is done cant be undone. Suck it up Abrie, I just need to pull my grades up and not let my GPA drop again.

I have only 6hours of sleep before lesson starts later on. Three consecutive long school hours, I will survive this!

The boy came over just now for dinner and little chat. Is just sweet when I could lay on chest and forget about school work fro that little while. You're such a sweetie pie.

Been watching White Collar and Matt Bomer is such a hot stuff. He reminds me of Ian Somerhalder. Both guys are just so charming. Last episode to complete season 2! Four days two seasons.

Second day of school and we have received 5 different projects, life's great!

Going to have my very first driving lesson tomorrow, I am excited for it!

Spent one whole day with the boy, overnight mj and cuddling together while watching tv. I am really enjoying time spent with him.

Count your blessings my dears.

Tried Genki Sushi at Orchard Central today and is way too cool. Order your sushi from the ipad and they deliver your sushi through a train! Totally awesome technology! Food delivered fast, plus is a monday so no crowd, no need to wait!

Till now I am still full from all the sushi!

Caught kung fu panda 2 with the boyfriend too! Is hilarious! Pandas are way too cute, one fat blop of fats.

Thanks for tolerating my nonsense today, been so bitchy. Still love you k, my dear.

Really enjoying the holidays so far and I like it. Dont want to go back to school.

Brought my baby sissy out to the pool today! First time in the pool, no crying but she enjoyed a lot! I like her chinese name btw, Huang Xue En. Only nine months old but she knows how to clap hands, wave goodbye, a almost thank-kiss, dance and call 'jie jie'.

Adorable to the max.

And passed my final theory today!

Will be taking my final theory test tomorrow, rather later on. Failure is not a option but sigh, i just started reading the book like two days before hand, hopefully, praying hard I will pass. I need to anyw.

Emotional roller coaster ride two days back and I couldnt be much happier that we are back on track. Hearing those words from you really made feel like I been acting like a selfish bitch, a paranoid one too. I love you, Mr Seow Wei Chong.

Tanning with @lipstouched at safra just yesterday. Wanted to go to Sentosa but I was too lazy to wake up to head all the way down there.So budget tanning at safra, not much people though! Except the chicken backside uncle.

Plan kinda fail, drizzle in the morning and grey skies. Plus didnt really got tan. Stayed for two hours then grabbed lunch at burger king, onion rings and chocolate sundae izzzz awesome after baking under the sun and 6 laps.

Finally a mini shopping fest with @lipstouched!

Went over to sunshine plaza for some wonton mee and orgasmic chocolate muffin! Walk like a thousand miles, dg > somerset > ion > fep > somerset. Legs machiam jelly so decided to get a drink at coffeebean for some ♥ to ♥ talks

Cause I think I have the best mama. Did a little shopping at Nex with her earlier today. Got my rings and trim my brows, she did hers too. Durian pancake and pontian wontan mee. Shiokness. And tomorrow heading out with my cousin for some bitchy gossips.

Marks my two week holiday, FTT on the 17th which I have yet to study for. I dont want to fail FTT, so embarrassing if i did right?

I liked when my fingers were entangled in yours, and my head was on your chest, listening to your heartbeat. It made me feel safe, like at that moment, nothing bad could touch me. I wish I could stay in your arms forever.

Gorgeous.

She said that she wanted to get high. He took her to the tallest hill in town. She said that she wanted to stay up all night and drink. He gave her a 12 pack of caffeinated Pepsi and said “drink up.” She said that she wanted to shoot herself in the face. He gave her a water gun, put her finger on the trigger, aimed it at her face, and helped her pull the trigger. She said that she wanted to cut herself. He took a Polaroid of her, handed it to her along with scissors, and had her cut it up. She said that she wanted to see her blood. He took her to get her ears pierced. She said that she wanted to cry herself to sleep. He had her watch a sad, romantic movie before bed. She said that she wanted to be alone. He gave her a name tag that said “My name is: Alone.” She said that she wanted to have someone there to take care of her, always. He asked when he wasn’t.

I miss those times where @sharonishungry calls me randomly and we could talked over an hour.

I miss those times where we just hang out at siglap starbucks.

I miss having my best friend around.

I miss going out with her.

I miss texting her telling I saw someone/thing we always make fun of.

Hi sharon ng qian yi, I miss you.

I am jealous of people who have their best friend around, with them.

&of course keith cause he always the one taking the initiative.

It was one of those moments, standing there in my PJs with my hair all messed up, just rolled out of bed. He looked at me with those eyes that dont lie and that smile that fills the whole room and said 'you're so cute'

This boy of mine so ever thoughtful. Bought and cook all my fav food in one whole big pot. Ba chor, meatballs, tofu, golden shroom, quail eggs. Mixed all together but it really good! Well, made and serve with love. When I asked for help, you told me to be in charge of eating. And nothing beats home cook meal especially if you been craving it for so long! And I think you been really thoughtful and loving recently. I love you.

We will always find a way to get back to each other. Thank you for always listening to me when I just needed to vent. And for hearing my silence.

I rather snuggle with you on the bed, stare at you when you sleep and hear your snores. Cute that way.

DON'T START AN ARGUMENT JUST TO SEE HOW MUCH THEY CARE

There is this new thing where others just feel irritated by insecure people instead of feeling sorry for them. You see, we all have insecurities and we all have different ways in nurturing (yes nurturing) them. So if you want to pick a fight just so they can send you message after message going, 'Whats wrong?' or 'Are you OK?' therefore making you feel wanted and desired then you need to sit the fuck down and figure out what will make you happy and sort your life out.

-obnoxiousowl

Been having a meal a day lately. And I kinda like it, watching my diet.

Stress adds on, my appetite like dropping too?

5modules and I dont know much about anything. Is like jack of all trades master of none. Totally describes me.

#ifmsucks

Had the most filling dinner of my entire 18th life. Sakae buffet was the bomb, literally. Ate till I puked the ice cream out, for the first time.

So, term tests is like a couple of days away only. Panic mode on much?