On my way to work today, saw a grandma and her grand daughter eating cream, sharing. Somehow made me smile.

Opening store tmr again, now time for Econs.

I feel like a jig-saw puzzle missing a piece and I’m not even sure what the picture should be.

20% through rendering and is taking forever to finish.

Work, project, school. Totally no life. Missing my friends and people I shouldnt. Just get through this week and all shall pass too.

Dont be too hard on yourself. People come and go. Heads up.

My maths lecturer is now my tutorial teacher too. Seeing him five days sucks, he cant teach, pms. Thank God the holidays is coming. Both mentally and physically drained, and I am still gaining weight.

You may have chemistry with him, but i got history with him.

I know you dont even think about me anymore. If you wanted me back you would have done that long ago. This feeling sucks, even after what, 8 months.

Taste me, drink my soul
Show me all the things that I shouldn't know
And there's a new moon on the rise.

Make me wanna die.

If feels like my heart sank. What if..

Good to see you again, even if it was just a few minutes. We are so caught up with work and projects. Stupid nonsense with you.

Now I know the feeling of "Plan something, get excited, plan fail". Was really looking forward to saturday night, but plans ruin cause of opening shift the next day. Doing opening alone on sunday for the first time! But hopefully is still on. Is the weekends, time to wind down before monday comes with all the lab test, quizzes and trainings.

I thought the most push ups and crunches i could do was prolly just more than a 100. Today i did about 500. This week, 800 plus. I will survive.

Uncertainty maybe a bitch but certainly is definitely a bitch.


I still want to watch Despicable Me. Everybody going ITS SO FLUFFY I GONNA DIE, making me feel like i missing out some fun.

When you constantly can't stop thinking of him. When you wait for him to go online, or when you wait for a phone call or when you wait for a text. When you see something and it reminds you of him. When you talk about him to your friends, a lot. When you start to read over messages, saved conversations or you replay moments of your life with him in your head. When you realise that when you're out, you look around to see if you "accidentally" bump into him. When you hope to talk late that night again, like you two would used to. When you realise your friends get sick of you talking about him. When you want to hug him again, or kiss him, or just be with him. When you listen to songs and you think "This was our song." When you go somewhere and you reminisce on what happened there with him. When you think of him before you go to sleep. That's when you know you miss him.

spinthebottle

" Memory is a way of holding onto the things you love, the things you are, the things you never want to lose. "

Hopefully Kathrine Koo accepts our project proposal. Two projects in one day is such a challenge. Mentally draining after coming up with the wow factor. Almost the whole on the topic on windows vista which totally laugh our ass off. Helicopter somemore.

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Seeing him was like hearing an old song playing on the radio - it brings back so many old feelings and memories that I can’t tune out.
-sevensecondsurgery

Oh, tell me about it. Nostalgia is a bitch sometimes. Like a big fat truck, hits right back at you.

Presentation day. Screwed up my part a little and our wow factor got rejected, so we not really done with rebus. First time wearing blazer for presentation, stylo milo only. Julia wore heels for the first time and Jessie broke her heels.

With Kathrine Koo.











Well deserved ladies night out on saturday after all chionging for projects, but we are still not done with it. Somerset, cine, bugis, clarke quay all in a day. Shopping mania and chill by the muddy river. Cause I enjoy nights like this. Thanks girlies.

I guess is all about give and take.

Sometimes i feel i making the same mistakes over and over again. Which sucks damn badly.

Rashes, muscle ache, drained.
But I dont need anyone's pity.
Head strong.

Blue Jazz for Ginnie's farewell on the 3rd July.
Seem so different now at work. People really do come and go.

Heads up Abrie, is only wednesday. Another long week ahead.

&the cycle repeats itself.

I might lose my mind for a while, but I'll be fine

Terribly burn from the Youth In Touch games. Played horrible for the last game and felt bad. Got a fourth placing. Anyw, good job TeaParty first 5/6 matches was really good and proud of us winning. Most of the goals was scored by Dhabi and Wan Quan. Awesome.

Finals later on, go Holland!

And so Germany lost. Not even one score, my ten bucks just disappear. Had a long day today. Skipped two lectures and headed out for lunch and did some rebus work. Presentation next week! Training was good but tiring. Excited for this coming sat match! Busy up to my ass the past few weeks. At least pay is here and so is the voucher.

Dont waste the pretty.


Project project and more project. Didnt go for vb training again this week. Maybe Darren is right, I am not giving myself a chance. Maybe not.
Need a break from everything. One month from today, term break. Something to look for.

Is in our human nature to judge everything, hell yeah everything single thing from the way people dress look walk even talk. A little judging a better place?

On a side note, bet on the worldcup for the first time today. Come on Germans, yes do Hitler proud and score.