Last day of being 16!

Yesterday night, or rather couldnt be more fun. Staying up all the way till 5 in the morning with one whole bunch of volleyball people and their nonsensical acts.
I kinda like this whole thing. Aint is amazing when you put one weird group of people to watch them mingle.

Ming Yi and Hai Jing was the chu kok kings!
Mahjong and blackjack FTW.

"Everyone is so caught up in their own heartache, they never stop to realize that other people feel things, too. We're all so convinced that 'nobody knows how I feel', we don't open our eyes wide enough. Overlooking people that could help us, we go on with our lives, living in self created prisons - prisons within our own minds."

(via saaassha)

We are just too caught up in our own pollution.

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Check this out!

Backstreet Boys coming to Singapore too. Should i?

(via fuckyeahowls)

I think my obsession with owls is growing.

Letting go doesn’t mean giving up. It means moving on. It is one of the hardest things a person can do. Starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. We feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. But as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. We are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. It means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so.
— (via 472239364)

Stealing is immoral, right? But what if stealing was the only way to feed a starving child?

I am feeling thankful. And the time now is 1.42am.

I will not miss everything about you anymore.


I wonder if ever I will be a bride with a white lace gown, standing in front of everyone looking beautiful because someone loves me that much.

I am glad that school doesnt start till april. More time for my family and friends. Applied a job at famous amos! Today was well spent with with my dear Sharon. Thanks sunshine!

-Stare@tumblr

Sushi making at Selene's place. First go at making fail ttm, seaweed cannot cut. Rice stick everywhere except the seaweed. Thanks goodness that was stencils to keep the sushi in place, rather cute stencils. Sushi making is not easy job, not only roll roll. I take my hat off the sushi makers. Really. Four hours in the kitchen making sushi, cutting out shapes, rolling and filling it up with the crab meat, cleaning up. But over all was a nice experience.

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Happy birthday Selene!

First choice and i got in!

And i woke up to see 5 new messages.

Maybe i should go for a swim this friday.

In February, there will be 4's of each day of the week. This only happens every 100 years.

Posting results out tomorrow.
I will never say my life is fucked up because I am much more, perhaps a thousand times more then the people in Haiti.

Kris Allen is coming to singapore, why not bring adam lambert along?

vulnerable enough to be insecure

Yes! You’re right! I am just one big walking disaster.

'cause i want you to fight for me.

Went swimming earlier on with my mama and saw this really hot lifeguard. He smiled at me. Oh boy..

Isn’t it amazing how much you can keep something bottled up inside of you? And what’s even more amazing is how you can just walk around and no one would have any idea.

Girls do not dress for boys. They dress for themselves, and of course, each other. If girls dressed for boys, they’d just walk around naked at all times.
-Gatekeeper@tumblr

Training at shs yesterday was such a fail.

Abrie abrie, wtf are you doing?

She wanted something else, something different, something more.

She said that she wanted to get high. he took her to the tallest hill in town. she said that she wanted to stay up all night & drink. he gave her a 12 pack caffeinated pepsi & said “drink up”. she said that she wanted to shoot herself in the face. he gave her a water gun, put her finger on the trigger, aimed it at her face, and helped her pull the trigger. she said that she wanted to cut herself. he took a polaroid of her, handed it to her along with scissors, and he had her cut it up. she said that she wanted to see her blood. he took her to get her ears pierced. she said that she wanted to cry herself to sleep. he had her watch a sad, romantic movie before bed. she said that she wanted to be alone. he gave her a name tag that said “my name is: alone”. she said that she wanted to have someone there to take care of her, always. he asked when he wasn’t.

How sweet.

Town with Sunshine and Keith on wednesday. Ate like a pig, so much for losing kilos round my tummy. Now they look like fats. From take home pint yami yogurt to chippy's to apple studdel to ramily burger But had a great time with them, the usual catching up and gossiping. So tempted to type the word ____ and see your reaction. You know what word right sharon! Saw a bunch of ah bengs too, eeew.

Out with Selene today to get her shoes and also, catch up. Another round of yami yogurt then twister fries. Regret it now so much. Plus i had dinner with family at Din Tai Feng.

Going back to shs for training tomorrow and swimming with mama on sunday!
Movie date next thursday, hopefully.

“You can only push a girl away for so long, until she walks out of your life on her own. So be careful and make sure that this is what you really want. Because once she turns back, she’s not coming back."

"Any man can have any chance to sweep any woman off their feet."

Fuck, i need to stop snacking. Time to cut some weight before CNY.

I have scars from mosquitoes bites. Now my legs are gross.

Bet you thought i was soft and sweet.

Sometimes i kinda like the no commitments and the whole flirty convo with other people. But the other times i also wish there will be someone there with me by my side.

No strings attached.

SHARONNGQIANYI, fight for whatever is worth it. He is worth taking the risk, definitely. Stay strong my sunshine♥! CNY shopping and yami yogurt will do the cheering up and maybe, Din Tai Feng.

"A killer body is the best revenge"

Indeed, one way or the other.

That girl who still can’t bring herself to hate you, even though sometimes, you probably deserve it.

When the walls cave in, the truth comes out.

I am proud to say that i am a permanent part timer @Rubi! Woke up at 645 this morning just to go all the way to Bishan to sign the contract which took less then 10minute. Breakfast over @Mac with the other permanent part timers, including cutie! Was still early and lazy to move my ass back home so drop off @313 with Xinyi to look @the green bag guy. Surprisingly he was working! Xinyi happy only. Chill out @starbucks, free coffee from Xuan again, thanks a mil! Work was getting bored and everyone seem sleepy so i decided to tell jokes which i think everyone loosen out and omg, did you hear about the cross eye teacher?

He couldnt control his pupils.

Love this joke, Sharon.

Was working at mega store two yesterday and there was this girl who look like me. Well even the customers thought we were sisters and the staffs over there was confused cause we look alike. If i had a twin i would play pranks on people like how the people on Just For Laughs!

Time for a new look!

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So much for sleeping soon..

I want company. Someone who is willing to spend the whole day with me. Someone who knows what i am feeling even without me telling.

Sharon and Cutie decided to surprise me at mega today. But i was in the storeroom when cutie came. So didnt mange to see him! Dinner@ Four fingers with Sharon after Qing after work. Chicken drumsticks = awesome! And they got extensions which makes me feel that my fake eyelash is pathetic cause, is fake.

Extending contract at Bishan library tomorrow at 9am. Is just 10 minutes before midnight. I should be sleeping soon. Been working almost the whole week. Saturday shs alumni bbq at pasir ris too!

I need space and assurance. This world needs some love.

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Why am i wasting my time on you anyw.

Got a pair of owl earrings and necklace already(Thanks to Sunhine Sharon!) Missing a ring and and tee!
Pretty ring huh.





Everybody is talking about tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow.
Hello Os, we meet again. Please be nice, please.

OPEN HOUSE@ SP,NP,TP for the past two days.
And finally get to see my sunshine after the last failed surprise and failed star watching@ECP and of course Joseph Tay! And Marc who over slept for the two days.Explored engine and business school for all 3 polys. I already got about 8 choices in mind.

Next week will be cool cause I said so.

So will you take just a little of my mind and subtract it from my soul
Add a fraction of your half and you'll see it makes me whole
Multiply it by the times that we've never been apart
You'll see nothing can divide just a heart plus a heart

Xmas gathering on the 27@sir's house.











Tom: I think it’s official, I’m in love with Summer. I love her smile. I love her hair. I love her knees. I love this heart-shaped birthmark she has on her neck. I love the way she sometimes licks her lips before she talks. I love the sound of her laugh. I love the way she looks when she’s sleeping. I love how I hear this song every time I think of her. I love how she makes me feel. Like anything’s possible, like life is worth it.
-500 days of summer