Have to be awake at 9am later. Gonna catch some sleep after this. And freaking sprained my finger at training, I swear like sausage only. Or like @flyassdonkey's finger. Flying off in 9 hours! Someone excited only. My getaway here I come!

Just because I feel like it. But then again,I remember that you do not now how much I feel this way. Life reverts back to normal, maybe not.

Sharon says:
kao i tell you right
Sharon says:
although the thought of leaving damn good right
Sharon says:
but when you leave right
Sharon says:
you think wah lan i sold myself short

Never fail to make me laugh.

Why Ben&Jerry no call me?!

What a mundane life I have. Trainings forever and work. But this friday gonna go away, a get away with mama to Krabi. Confirm already, like shiok only. Cant wait for the 24th to come. Then again, so many things happening on the 24th, results and the Owl show( omg xinyi let's go watch it k! ) and muaaaaa trip.

Feel free to move on. Always remember that there is a person who deserves your love more and will give you the love you always deserve.

-Tumblr

I keep thinking of the way you look at me. How good you look when you smile.
I was never good with words. Just saying.

Surprised success! Walked my ass off from marina bay station to barage. One hour walk under the sun. End product, wet shirt, mosquitoes kisses and stuff ourselves with massive junk food. Worth while cause Emily was surprised and relighting candles works like magic! One whole afternoon spent at barage,although the weather suck ballz but the night view was pretty. Moon was bright and all sorts of kites were up in the sky. Jing Wen ah, better upload the photos! Even the ones on Xuan's birthday which was like 6months agooooo!

Something about love.

You can't be just friends with the guy who causes you to stumble over your words. You cant be just friends with the guy that you fell head over heels for.

When things get sucky, is good to know that I have awesome friends that I can count on. Had the best day ever. Well except for a while.
Working sucks. Thinking of getting another job. Hopefully B&J calls me! Caught Step up 3 and is really good! The moves and the hot bod of the actor and actress made me jealous. Plus there is a guy who is really handsome and I have yet to figure out his name! Madeline is joke of the day, time well spent with all of you guys.
Then supper with Rubi people after the shop closes! Supper at usual place and went to scape for more bitchiness and laughter. I miss how work used to be like. Worry free and had so much fun then.
People do change, I just cant accept that fact that we do. I dont like change.

I am just sorry for getting my sm into trouble. Cause her to face the shit for me, when I should be the one. Interesting how I can experience all the emotions in just one day.

Models wanna be.


LOL @xuan







More shots of the chalet. Thanks Keith for being the photographer eh. More than half is unglam only. But then again, whenever I look, makes me laugh.
Problems sitting down, walking, tummy muscles are aching badly too. How to survive work tmr morning!
And today training like awkward only, like awkward turtle.

Maybe she is right, at least you told me. I can only blame myself.

i look like .. cui only.

Not much pictures. This chalet definitely beats my own class chalet hands down. So does kitkat beats timeout. Period. Feels good to meet you all up after all the saying 'meet up soon'. Wasnt really hard to break the ice. Good catching up and make a new friend.
Slapback21 + alcohol + i never + indian poker = laughter, which make the best medicine.
Stayed up late or rather early morning with keith. Star glaze at530 in the morning. Sky's was perfect cause is was really filled with stars. Perfect view except that my contacts was out and all I see is shiny stuff.
Next thing we realized, was the chipping of birds, stars fade and sun's up. Took a short nap then plans was ruin cause it was raining. Decided to play catching at the playhouse? Which we got chased out.

So many plans now since exams are over. Swimming and picnic with vb people, sentosa with touch girls. Shopping with teammates. (Y)

Just one more chance
Hold me tight and keep me warm
Cause the night is getting cold and I dont know where I belong.

Been a long afternoon and night. Could even any food without visiting the toilet after that. Even till now. Had a pie and straight away chiong to the toilet. I dont even dare to eat anything right now. Muscle aching from today's training. I lose hope sometimes, but this time maybe is time for me to fight for the position I guess? But I tried, is not like I dont put in effort. Perhaps the effort I put in is not enough. Cant play for nuts. Born this way huh. Damn it, I need to breathe. Things will be okay. It has to be.

Just 3 things I want to say to 3 different people
A- You're so good at making people feeling insecure.
B- I know you wont read this space, but I been there. But your problems are none of my concern but I still want him to be happy. Just treat him right.
C- That is a big big word you used there.

For what is worth...

You are going through shit, so are they. So am I. Come on, we all face all kind of bullshit everyday anyw.
I dont think I am capable of love anymore. More capable of being a bitch instead.