∞

" Not a moment has gone by in these past 8 weeks without me thinking of you. Your constantly in my head, I’m constantly thinking what your doing, what your wearing and when I’m going to see you next.

I feel as though I can’t leave my phone anywhere just in case you text me, and I can’t go to bed without having received at least one text from you, checking your alright.

Truth is…I don’t know if it’s love. But I know I feel something very special for you.

I don’t even care if you read this, because I want you too know that it’s completely tearing me apart knowing that you don’t want to be with me.

But I guess I would rather you be in my life being my friend, then you not being in my life at all. I can’t afford to let go of you a second time."