∞

You feel the weight
Of lies and contradictions that you live with every day
It’s not too late
Think of what could be if you rewrite the role you play
Take a step before you leap
Into the colours that you seek
You give back what you give away
So don’t look back on yesterday

What happens if i told you i had tried to act strong and tough when i met you again so that you wont feel guilty about the whole breaking up thing.
I tried to grab your attention, failed but end up acting i dont give a fuck anymore.
Sorry doesnt mean anything, for now.
You seem better off with me anyway.
Everything from lovers to friends.

PLEASE DONT FUCKING ASK ME ANYTHING. STOP YOUR PRETENDING TO CARE FOR ME CAUSE YOU DONT, AT ALL. I RATHER GO WITH THE ' I-AM-FINE' LIE THEN TO FLOOD YOU WITH ALL MY PROBLEMS.

FML,SERIOUSLY.

&Today is my mama's birthday.
I haven get her anything yet. FML FML.