Forgive and forget, that’s what they all say. Its undoubtedly good advice, but not very practical. When someone hurts us, its like an automatic mechanism - we usually want to hurt them back. When someone wrongs us, we want to straighten things right. But without forgiveness, wounds will never heal. I guess the most we can hope for is that one day, we’ll be lucky enough to forget.

I’m honestly trying to block out all thoughts of the day you leave.

Weekends is here.

Evidence that guys in our class cant be photographer.

You hate all roses, because you got scratched by one thorn. You give up on all dream, because one did not come true. You give up on all effort, because one of them failed. You lose faith in all prayer, because one was not answered. You condemn all your friends, because one of them betrayed you. You don’t believe in love, because someone was unfaithful.
— (via 472239364)

CADS lesson is driving me nuts. HCDE is drving me crazy. REBUS is driving me up the wall.
Story of my life.

Now who dare to say i have small eyes now huh.


Thursday dress day, chop chop go, dont have to bother about what top and bottom to match.
School been horrible. Thank God for friends around me and of course my teammates. Enjoyed touch rug today! Score two times today! First time i scored! Slide on my knees again, when i just recovered from my previous one.

Love my peacock feather earrings, btw.

Dear Sharon, thanks for standing by me. Lurbs euuuu manii manii!
Here’s to my awesome friend, period.
Thanks for the laughter you bought me, never fail to shock me, traumatize me. Never fail to be there for me. Bitch about all sorts of people. Chilling over at siglap’s starbucks and, remember the times we also bitched about Linda? I miss your nonsense, your joke. Go through relationship problems, saw me broke down for the first time. Writing sticky notes. Those time stayed at class for recess and lunchbox for break.
I miss you here.

I want to kiss the scars that my own daggers left.

—	J.Kavanaugh

You got me deeper than deep and I'm constantly blinded
I'm running around but there's no place to hide
I start to talk in my sleep, our souls have divided
Why can't they forgive me these demons inside

Not forgetting, Happy Mama's day to all the mamas out there.








CCN, J&H-









Hyperventilate!









So went your lecturer is late half an hour, and a girl brought a camera to school. Is obviously picture spam. Two hour of rebus is a killer. Our stall for CCN is major fail to the max. Banner got confiscated cause is too obscene. Blowing ping pong balls not a good way to earn money.
Sexy came down to support my class. ♥ Thanks for waiting with me, under the horrible weather and coming all the way down. Stayed in school at the way till jam and hop starts.
So didnt regret not going, and it definitely was a good good night esp getting to see a qt pie. Ivy was a lucky bitch to get his number and danced with him! Jealous much! Jam and hop was pretty good too, good music, obviously! But the lighting suck much, spotlight everywhere, barely see the stage. Some band come down, and i swear one of the guy look so much like jl! The singer have such awesome vocals.

Dead from work. now back to my articles.

It's funny—when you like someone and they don’t really like you back, it’s not so bad. But when you really like them like them, but you find they just like you, it hurts.

— Hey Arnold

I was desperate to just start fresh, just be a face in a the crowd, where no one knew me. Sometimes we just need that.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLARE CHAN YU MEI!




To the past 8 years of friendship. Life have not been a bed of roses for you, but hang in there!


Quick update. School busy like hell. Speech, newspaper article all not done. Barely got my 40 articles and i only left less then 3 weeks to complete. With the amount of time i have i am hardly breathing. Rushed my way down to marina to meet teammates after touch rug. Emily was the missing one. Great time spent over at Just Acia with free flow of lime sobert. Right Joleen? We need to have more dinner get together like this.




Nostalgia is a bitch.

There are those hearts that never mend again once they are broken. Or if they do mend, they heal themselves in a crooked and lopsided way, as if sewn together by a careless craftsman.

-runawaytrain

You never know how bad someone is feeling, so don't ever say you've "been there." Because unless you've went through every second of every moment of their life, then you don't know how they feel. And believe it or not, they're probably feeling worse than you think.



School/Work/CCA
More time please?

And I,can’t breathe easy
I can’t sleep at night
Until your by my side
No I,can’t breathe easy
I cant dream you had another dream without you lying next to me
There’s no way

He was my favourite one of all. I missed him.

Got in for volleyball. Was rather surprise since they said they are only recruiting one/two people. First training today, kena whack like crazy. Bruises on my arms. Abrasion on my knee. Cramps killing me at the same time. And I survived.

Now, touch rugby or volleyball?
Assignments rolling in. 40 newspaper articles, now who has unwanted newspapers! I need them!
I can actually feel the stress already. Only two weeks down. I need more time, for rest, play and everything!

Touch rugby is fun! Training every tue and thurs.
Went for volleyball trials today, i geh kiang never bring knee pad. Slide on the floor now my knee hurts and has a red patch there. Non experience players dont even have a shot in it. Even for me, what are the chances of getting in. One/two players will get chosen. Slide for nothing.

Tmr is going to be a long day. School till 5 then work.

I still haven get my proper break. This is tiring too.

The thing is, we have NOTHING. Or rather, i am nothing. A letdown.

Sometimes you have to be strong for yourself. You have to know that you’re a good person and a good friend. What’s meant to be will end up good and what’s not, won’t. Love is worth fighting for, but sometimes you can’t be the only one fighting. At times, people need to fight for you. If they don’t, you just have to move on and realize what you gave them was more than they were willing to give you.


I am dead tired. Having less then 6 hours of sleep then school not a way to start school. Working is indeed exhausting. Voucher finally came yesterday, but damn with the all stupid criteria. We couldnt even spend on it on the clothes we want. Had to buy this obiang dress, pretty much looked like a apron. 100bucks only. Plus we can only buy one of each item. Is really damn stupid. Meeting 8 in the morning only for an hour. Spend another two hours at novena clarifying over the damn voucher. I swear cotton on has the weirdest regulations. Change shifts 3 times warning letter. This pretty much sucked.

Missing 4 buses, cabbed down to school again, this time with another two new cab friends. I need to take the other bus to school now. Too many student going to school at 9 on a monday morning.