China for the next 9 days with my boy!
FUCK YEAH!

I just cant imagine waking up to nothing. One moment having a roof over your head, family, loved ones, the next all gone. Japan dont deserve that right?

After two days of staying home with Vampire Diaries, HellCats, Gossip Girl and Pretty Little Liars finally headed out with my boy.
Met up with my dear chinszx and sia. Is good to have good friends staying near you. Supper anytime. 3 person mj + cook a pot of maggi early in the morning. First time ever.
Results out later. Kan chiong only.

Cause I believe sometimes we cant choose our friends. We are who we are. People we mix with, they influence us in big way.

The best relationship is when you two can act like lovers and best friends. It’s when you have more playful moments than serious moments. It’s when you can joke around, let each other have piggy backs, have unexpected hugs and random kisses. It’s when you two give each other that specific stare and just smile. It’s when you’ll rather stay in to watch movies, eat junk food and cuddle, than go out all the time. It’s when you’ll stay up all night just to settle your arguments and problems. It’s when you can completely act yourself and they can still love you for who you are.

No job during this holiday.
Been rotting all the way, like couch potato whole day.
Sleeping at 4am waking up 12 hours later. I guess life's great like this without the stress of projects and school.
Wanted to swim earlier today but it just have to rain. Hopefully tomorrow stays bright and sunny.

When the evening shadows and the stars appear
And there is no one there to dry your tears
I could hold you for a million years to make you feel my love

“Perhaps we don’t like what we see: our hips, our loss of hair, our shoe size, our dimples, our knuckles too big, our eating habits, our disposition. We have disclosed these things in secret, likes and dislikes, behind doors with locks, our lonely rooms, our messy desks, our empty hearts, our sudden bursts of energy, our sudden bouts of depression. Don’t worry. Put away your mirrors and your beauty magazines and your books on tape. There is someone right here who knows you more than you do, who is making room on the couch, who is fixing a meal, who is putting on your favorite record, who is listening intently to what you have to say, who is standing there with you, face to face, hand to hand, eye to eye, mouth to mouth. There is no space left uncovered. This is where you belong.”

Your handwriting. The way you walk. Which china pattern you choose. It’s all giving you away. Everything you do shows your hand. Everything is a self-portrait. Everything is a diary.

We are actually different.

But who can say what’s best? That’s why you need to grab whatever chance you have of happiness where you find it, and not worry about other people too much. My experience tells me that we get no more than two or three such chances in a life time, and if we let them go, we regret it for the rest of our lives.

You got me laughing while I sing, you got me smiling in my sleep.

Totally need to get started on my freaking BTT.
Loving the holidays btw.

"Crying occurs when the body reacts emotionally to something. Tears are a reaction of the nervous system to try and ease our pain, just as we would when physically harmed. The body senses our distress and the cranial nerve in the brain is stimulated, this sends signals to the neurotransmitters in the tear glands to make us cry. These tears contain high levels of manganese and the hormone prolactin in order to reduce the amount of these chemicals in the body, a defense mechanism produced to keep depression away. This is why many people feel better after they cry, because these excess hormones have been reduced and the body is returned to a more stable state.

Sometimes we say we can’t cry anymore. Why? Well, if you keep triggering a stimulus, the nervous system stops responding. If you keep pressing on a bruise, after a while the nerves won’t respond anymore and it won’t hurt. If you keep getting upset, the body might not react to it, you might not cry, and you probably feel worse.

So if you need to cry, just do it. It might be distressing, it might make you feel weak, it might make your eyes puffy, but it also might make you feel better. "

The past one week -
I have met up with my guy best friend

I have talked to my sexy
Meeting up with my boyfriend

Celebrate my lian's 18th birthday

Met up with my poly mates

Slept for at least 12 hour before waking up, turning into a pig soon
Life after exams is good, I survived 5 fucking papers in 3fucking days!
FUCK YEAH.

Happy 18th Goh Sze Lerkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!

roamed around aloha loyang cause we couldnt find the block. Satay, hotdogs, bbq food cooked by Rusydi. Insides jokes and crap. Drinking games. Have a awesome 18th Jessie!

Its amazing how you can speak right to my heart.

“Love is like grass. If you fall on it, it may leave a stain and some temporary pain. But you’ll get over the pain, it will eventually stop hurting. Now maybe the stain ruined your favorite pair of jeans, or maybe it was nothing special that was ruined, but either way the stain remains there. And with time, it will begin to fade, but it will always be there, a permanent reminder that you, too, once fell.”

All the stars up in the sky, and the leaves in the trees, all the broken bits that make you jump up and the grassy bits in between, all the matter in the world, that's how much that I like you.

"I want to remember it all - the good, the bad and the things I never had the guts to say."