blessed

feelin' blessed

the feeling of waking up next to the person you love.
waking up to the person you love cooking breakfast for you.
waking to the person you love asking you to sleep in more cause he is scared that you will be tired.

thanks baby.

0030

I love you now.
I love you like I did last night,  9pm.
I love you like I did, on 12 Jan 2014.

and I will still continue to love you.

No point crying over spilt milk.

Why am I sucha cry baby.

Slowly but surely.

Can the work load stop piling, fat cheeks night be silm cheeks soon if This carry on.

Appetite is getting better. Means is recovering soon. Hurts me So much too see you in pain.  Pray for a smoothly recovery.

28/2

Let the operation go smoothly.
Hope you can have a speedy recovery after this operation.

Can't wait to hold your hand out again.

xx

Thoughts

Two. Is the number of bouquet I have received in my life.
One from my love. The other from the bestest friend miles away from Sydney. Made them into dry flowers so that I can keep them for as long as I want.
Honestly,this two is enough. No,valentines is not about giving the biggest Or the most expensive flowers. I prefer simple dinner through the night.

Still remember last year how you whipped me a delicious home cook ramen dinner. With eggs like those attas Japanese restaurant. cooked egg white with half cooked egg yolk inside. The trick is poking a hole on top of the egg and placing it carefully into the pot. You still swallow the first egg Cause it was 'ruin ' and cooked the a new egg.

I don't Need no flowers,I don't Need those fancy chocolates. I Need your love. Valentines day over year is too over rated. Don't we celebrate it every other day? Just a little different in celebration.

Happiness don't start with H, it starts with you.

Got to admit, thus few months been rather rough. But couples go through fights and cold war right? Is about how we conquer the problems together. Thank you baby, for not giving up on me.

You are going to have your third operation soon, means a closer step to recovery, a little more before I could hold your hands out to the malls and Parks.

Stay strong baby. You're the best, best I ever had.

I love you.

Thoughts

Two. Is the number of bouquet I have received in my life.
One from my love. The other from the bestest friend miles away from Sydney. Made them into dry flowers so that I can keep them for as long as I want.
Honestly,this two is enough. No,valentines is not about giving the biggest Or the most expensive flowers. I prefer simple dinner through the night.

Still remember last year how you whipped me a delicious home cook ramen dinner. With eggs like those attas Japanese restaurant. cooked egg white with half cooked egg yolk inside. The trick is poking a hole on top of the egg and placing it carefully into the pot. You still swallow the first egg Cause it was 'ruin ' and cooked the a new egg.

I don't Need no flowers,I don't Need those fancy chocolates. I Need your love. Valentines day over year is too over rated. Don't we celebrate it every other day? Just a little different in celebration.

Happiness don't start with H, it starts with you.

Got to admit, thus few months been rather rough. But couples go through fights and cold war right? Is about how we conquer the problems together. Thank you baby, for not giving up on me.

You are going to have your third operation soon, means a closer step to recovery, a little more before I could hold your hands out to the malls and Parks.

Stay strong baby. You're the best, best I ever had.

I love you.

Me turning 21 means my other close bud are also turning 21. Time to fed that piggy bank!

Cause I Just wanted to see you. No matter how short the duration. For an hour is also good enough. Even if I am dead tired.

I haven get a chance to tell you how my day went today.

I haven been sleeping well.

I miss you. Can I  just stop the time and stay in your arms forever.

This too shall pass?

I love you xx

Worse mouth ulcer I had in my life.
So big till my cheeks is swollen.

2014

First blank page of the year. Write a good book.

Too used to seeing you everyday. When I don't see you, feels like something is missing.

Lately, I've been, I've been losing sleep; Dreaming about the things that we could be

Coming to the end of the year.

Best thing that happened to me?

You, Neo Kai Liang.

My temper and attitude haven really been all good and honestly, I know it sucks.

I know, but you bear it and give in to me anyway.

Work recently really have been shitty. Just need to hang in there for a while, cannot let all this work and effect I have put in gone to waste. Freight forwarding is a good job if you are looking for a job to keep you busy through the working hours.

Seeing so many people going overseas and enjoy, I really wish I can do that do. But I just cannot get time off from my work. Indeed, money is hard earned.

I am glad that you are recovering. But still no driving, not till you are able to walk, even if the doctor approves of it. Hope you have a speedy recovery soon.

So many places we have yet to explore and go too.

Cause I know. I know that I never been happier with anyone else. You make smile like an idiot and you could make me fall in love with you over and over again. That's your effect on me. 

Don’t trust charming. Why? Because the boy who can talk all the right words knows it too well. Things like boys and love aren’t meant to be practiced like that, it should be a bit awkward- it should be raw. 

20

I think your 20s are the hardest part of life. I mean, everyone goes on about how hard it is to be a teenager, but actually I think it’s tougher to be in your 20s because you’re expected to be a grownup and expected to earn your own living and be successful and I think you feel like a kid still.

Every time it rains, it stops raining. Every time you hurt, you heal. After darkness, there is always light and you get reminded of this every morning but still you choose to believe that the night will last forever. Nothing lasts forever. Not the good or the bad. So you might as well smile while you’re here. 

Happy September.

I sleep better with you around. 

Wish I could hug you to sleep for the rest of my nights.