The view from the office is kinda 'wow'.
I like the black and white picture better. Did I mention that this company is effing rich? who pays for a 20k coffee machine, 1.2k for a chair, >8k for sofas? 11 floors own by them in MBFC. Eye opener for me, definitely. Related to my course to. Pretty amazing except the ______. High speed lifts are horrible, for me. Ears always get block which is so annoying.

Swiss bake for lunch, which was delivered to us! Which also made me but my tongue and is has a lump on it.


Rosti for lunch the other day instead of toast box!

Waking up at almost 7am/6am in the morning. I can do this. Just another 3 days to go. Money money money come to mama.

Staying, with you.

Holding on.

Giving my all.

All out.

Scoring work @ CCAB @ 845 > Bugis with @lipstouched > Lavender to collect passport(#epic fail) > OC for some coffee bean > Typo guy @ wisma > FEP for awesome 5 bucks mani ( now I have purple nails > Fish&Co for Julia's 19th dinner > Acid Bar for Singapore Sling > Bedok 85 with the boy for supper.

Finally home.

Explains a lot why am I tired. Work + briefing tmr at MBFC @ 8am!

"If you look inside a girl, you would see how much she really cries, you would find so many secrets and lots of lies. But what you will really see is how hard it is to stay so strong when nothing is right, and everything is wrong."

I want to sit by the breakwater and watch the sunset with you. Sunset is beautiful, esp if the sky is orange. Perfect atmosphere, no one else but here in your arms.

Tumblr really amuses me.

“Sometimes you just want to put other people’s happiness before yours because you love them, because they deserve it. Sometimes you want to go out of your way for other people just because you know that it’s important that they get a chance to smile once in a while.”

Sharon is happy with her boy too.

Landed myself in a job which offer me 8bucks per hour thanks to C! Plus 3 day scoring to do. Money money coming in. This coming week gonna be hell. With so many celebrations going on and work. Retail therapy with my mama tomorrow to pamper myself. Money have been rather tight. Spending money like water. Then again, everything have been rather smooth for that I have to thank someone up there.

“People think they know you. They think they know how you’re handling a situation. But the truth is, no one knows. No one knows what happens after you leave them, when you’re lying in bed or sitting over your breakfast alone and all you want to do is cry or scream. They don’t know what’s going on inside your head - the mind-numbing cocktail of anger and sadness and guilt. This isn’t their fault. They just don’t know. And so they pretend and they say you’re doing great when you’re really not. And this makes everyone feel better. Everybody but you.”

Every relationship is messed up, but what makes it perfect is if you still wanna be there when things really suck.

The rest of the days in Shanghai.
Boy, I do miss the weather there.
And the awesome pasta there.
































"What’s worse than wanting something you can’t have? It’s not knowing what you want. Wishing on all the stars in the sky for the answers to your questions, for something to believe in; someone to hold. Having absolutely no control over yourself, being caught up in a place you wish you were miles away from. Being stuck somewhere between the past and the future, nowhere near where you should be - in the present. Stuck in yesterdays and tomorrows, so far from home, far from everything you know and love. The uncertainty could just about tear you to bits."