-Credits to ontd

“There are some things about myself I can’t explain to anyone. There are some things I don’t understand at all. I can’t tell what I think about things or what I’m after. I don’t know what my strengths are or what I’m supposed to do about them. But if I start thinking about these things in too much detail the whole thing gets scary. And if I get scared I can only think about myself. I become really self-centered, and without meaning to, I hurt people. So I’m not such a wonderful human being.”

-(via itchycosmicpocket)

Cause i am a sucker for love.
What do you know, I get judged anyway.

Woke up early today cause my nose was bleeding. Not a big deal to you perhaps, but it was the first time my nose bleed. Now i cant boast to people telling them i never get nose bleed. It really smells horrible and wont stop leaking. Rubi tomorrow. Initial plans with sunshine fail ttm cause my boss change my shift. Manzzz.

Both B div girls and guys are the east zone champion. Awesome.

"Everyone is so caught up in their own heartache, they never stop to realize that other people feel things, too. We're all so convinced that 'nobody knows how I feel', we don't open our eyes wide enough. Overlooking people that could help us, we go on with our lives, living in self created prisons - prisons within our own minds."

(via saaassha)

Kris Allen coming to Singapore tomorrow, one question, WHERE IS ADAM LAMBERT!?

Photos finally up. The chalet's coming up soon.
Before the surprise, Xuan and I went blading. Results, xuan fall a million times but was good for a starter! The guy at the store was really nice, he taught xuan how to balance and blade and taught me how to brake properly. Roller blade, anyone!?

“You can only push a girl away for so long, until she walks out of your life on her own. So be careful and make sure that this is what you really want. Because once she turns back, she’s not coming back.”

-daphhhh.lj.com

“I’m a slut because i’ll wear shorts and a tank top. I’m a bitch because i don’t let you push me around. I’m a liar because i won’t tell you everything. I’m stupid because sometimes i’m wrong. I’m ugly because my face isn’t perfect. I’m a whore because i like boys. I’m annoying because i’m not chill enough. I’m a loser because i’m not friends with your group. I’m fake because most of the time i’m happy. I’m weird because i’m not like you. I’m controlling because i get mad. Sometimes i’m clingy because i like being around people. I’m greedy because i like to be satisfied. I’m naive because i’m younger than you. I’m conceited because i’m proud of who i am. I’m rude because my manners aren’t perfect. i’m unappreciative because i don’t praise you. Don’t tell me who i am because i already know.”

- saintsandliars@tumblr

First fb and blogger, now photobucket and flickr too!? Cant upload any pictures at all!
Tomorrow is monday, no school but work. I need more sleep.

It's the empty promises that are the head fuck.

This week had been really busy. Since monday. A three day two night chalet, tonning the two nights. Wednesday was also well spent with xuan and blading after that to be surprise by bible study friends and on the way home saw my primary school friends and stay till 12. The next few days was at rubi. Everyone at work was high, shouting greetings all the way. Rubi rocks. The people i mean.
&Work tomorrow @Bugis!

BUSY. CNY JUST AROUND THE CORNER! AND SO IS PAY DAY!

No photos, yet. Blogger and fb is still being irritating bitch and wont let me upload any photos! I keep clicking upload and it keeps telling me upload page inaccessible!

Got another sexy surprise at ECP by my lovely bible study people. Xuan kai qiao already.
This year, or rather month, starting out fucking great. I feel blessed by the people around ♥

2010 izzzzzz goooooooood!

Blogger is bitchy now so am I cause i cant upload any photos here or fb.

& my dearest sharon, please stay strong.♥

My dearest mama decided to stay till 12mn to cut my cake. Spam the camera with pictures. I love my mama.
The next day, I was surprise by

this bunch of lovely people.
Sneaky people, even my mama was involved in it.
Sharon, the mastermind together with Keith. I swear they are really secretive. The best part is I didnt suspect anything. &Joseph and Marc who played along super well.
My reaction was klassic and embarrassing.
They all had a great time laughing at me.
Stayed up till 5 in the morning for the first day. Ridicules snoring, kpop, bpop jokes, Minho taking a dump messages, Marc's hand posture and James Bond's movie.

Second day was even better. Mahjong, uno, murderer which i got own one round. Taken, the irritating siren sound, Marc's sleeping talking, guys snoring that seems to sound like orchestra,walking all the way to white sands because the mac at downtown east was close for housekeeping maintenance, walking through the mangrove swamp at 5 in the morning, mini fireworks after the bbq, burn leaves party poppers butter anything that could go up in flames, feeding cats.

This post does not do justice for the fucking great time we all had. I only had two hours of sleep today and I am going to crash now before meeting xuan!

Lastly, THANKS FOR ALL THE BIRTHDAY WISHES, PEOPLE WHO CAME FOR THE CHALET. YOU GUYS ARE AWESOME AND SNEAKY.I LOVE YOU ALL ♥♥♥

I AM 17 BITCHES! Cant wait to get my hands on my driving license in a year, hopefully.
Tomorrow going to be exciting too!