Sharon, please get well soon cause all of us doesnt like you sick. We prefer you dirty, kidding. See you soon sexy. (:

Flying off in two days to Shanghai for 8 days. Miss me when i am gone!

We are still having Cold Rock on wed, Keith Xuan?

I was clearing my room just a couple of days ago. Wanted to throw away and give some soft toys away cause i had 3 full rows of it. But after 15mins of staring at them, i realize i could only bear to give away 2 or3 of them. The rest hold memories. At the end of the day, i kept all of them.



"I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new. What is broken is broken - and I’d rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as long as I lived.”

—	Margaret Mitchell

Some of us stand in the spotlight
Waiting for a round of clothes
But if the people go home
And you're left alone
To phase the sadness behind closed doors

I don't want superman
Don't need wonderland

I was stuck. I was in this place, in between my future and my past, and I wasn’t sure which one I wanted more. But I guess it was only natural, you know? To dream of a summer love from long ago, or nights you spent with friends you used to know. These people had long since gone, and part of you wanted them back, and God you hated to admit it. That was the funny part. Like admitting you missed people or things or times long ago made you weak or something, but it didn’t. And sometimes I would curl up by my window and stare off into the stars, dreaming of my future, the love and friends I had yet to come. Part of me just wanted to throw myself into the future and the other part wanted me to hurl myself into my past.

-(via 472239364)


Dear John was a sweet movie. I just didnt like the ending. Must go borrow the book!

You gradually get over the pain. It doesn’t go away, not for a long time, but it becomes easier to live with. One morning you wake up and he’s not the first thing on your mind. And then a few months down the line you realize you’ve made it through half the day without thinking of him. Sometimes it takes months, sometimes, years, but eventually you reach a point when you only think about them occasionally. You manage to do this because you don’t see them, you don’t hear about them, you try not to think about them. And then you bump into them walking down the street, or someone unexpected mentions their name … and the memories come flooding back.”

-silentype@tumblr

If you are going to fall in love with me, it’s only fair that you know what you are falling in love with.

You are falling in love with my insecurities, and my obsession with trying to figure out what everyone thinks of me. You are falling in love with my immaturity, my constant need to feel loved and appreciated, my overactive tear ducts, my internet obsession, my tendency to be too clingy. You fall in love with my troubled past, and my hopes and dreams, and how I’m a hopeless romantic at heart. If you fall in love with me, you fall in love with my self-hate and all my imperfections and my perception that nobody could ever love me.

But, you are also falling in love with the way my eyes will smile when I’m with you, the way I’ll text you in the mornings just telling you I hope you have a great day. You’re falling in love with the occasionally humorous and/or thought-provoking things I say, and the way I blush when people ask me about you. But to me, the most important thing will be that you are falling in love with me, despite my thinking that it is impossible.

-Eletheowl@tumblr

Fail picture, two brothers not even looking at the camera!


I like this!









Looks like a teddy eh, is real dog okay!






Visiting at some pasir ris penthouse, the house.is.pretty. Huge, windy, cozy, dogs that have kiu mo and wont stop barking. Four dogs running in the run, what do you expect! Taste red wine for the first time and i like the aftertaste. Kinda sour. Then is the usual banluck! Got bored after a while and i learn how to play si ki puay. Interesting game! Sat for almost 5 hours, no win no lose. Even tho i got banluck like 3 times!

&tomorrow is my birthday! Well, according to the chinese calander!

Mixed up girl in a mixed up world.

Instant photos! Awesome.

Had a date with qing and keith to the movie today, technically speaking, yesterday. Percy Jackson is hot but with hairy leg hair. Some parts are really funny, and couldnt stop laughting. Someone in front of us farted, smelly.

Next movie, Dear John!

Funny things, friends. You come to depend on them, need them, love them, want nothing but the best for them, and try to keep them as close to you as possible. But sometimes, they pull away. Sometimes, they hide, they are distant — sometimes, they say things that hurt you, that make you question (if only for a moment) whether you mean to them what they mean to you.

Funny things, friends. Even after they make you cry, break your heart, bruise your spirit — unintentionally, always — they’re the first people to lift you up, build you up, help you stand up with your head high, again. And you can’t think of anyone else you’d rather be there to lean on, despite it all.

-squandrous.com

My oh so chio pinkish red nails for cny!









This year cny aint that bad. Kinda enjoyed it. First and second day rushed here and there and all over cause my mama was catching a plane to bkk! But this year's ang paos was disppointing. Third day over at my dad's place for lunch. Rot in the room while watching the hong kong version of confessions of a shopaholic. Waited for more people to come and started banluck again! Headed to Abel's place afterwards to bai nian and supposedly more mahjong but ended up laughing at the other two duos. Awesome night.

Rubi@AMK tomorrow.
AMK, that is far.
Tonight i will get my well deserved 12 hour rest, before that, apple strudel + vampire dairies + Ian Somerhalder. Another awesome night.

Have your ever missed someone so much so you imagine them right next to you? And for just a split second, you feel like they’re right there? But they’ve been away for too long that you have begun to forget their mannerisms, the way they speak, the way they laugh. So you do all you can to hold onto whatever memory you have left of them, because let’s face it; That’s all you have left of them.

- I dont take credit for this.

My granddad's makes the BEST meatballs and wu xiang.

My older cousin from my papa's side actually thought i was


14 years old.


Hmmm...

Chinatown with my mama on the eve,wanted to get into the cny mood. We parked our car at this super cool carpark that is control by the computer. It sort of parks by itself. Fascinated by it. Bought goodies, some lights thingy and decorations. Atmosphere was great too. Chinatown sells almost everything and at a good price too. There were fireworks instead of firecrackers. Stayed at chinatown till 2am. Even at 2am, the crowd was still growing.
First day was great too. Banluck all the way, literally, and i like it. Last minute visiting to Qing's house was pretty much alright i guess.

Happy CNY ya all.